chaos

man
everythin's so gloomy..
its rainin like crazy...i wanted to play tennis today...
agassi actually beat hewitt yday..that kinda inspired me...
i jus loooove those comeback stories..n i hate hewitt...
but dont u jus wonder y v applaud ppl who've overcome adversities..watever kind...monetary or physical or watever... v usually appreciate all the comeback kings/queens rather than ppl who've been excelling all thru...
v always pray for the underdog... i dunno y that happens...
maybe i like rahul dravid also cos of the same thing...
he's jus so underappreciated n i feel he jus doesnt get enuf credit for everythin he's done...
on the other hand...sachin...dont even get me started!!

neway i played squash today after ages....n i was tryin to play it like tennis...it was kinda hilarious...
i obly lost but it was fun...there's sumthin abt sport....i dunno if its adrenalin or endorphin...but it sure was fun today...

n then as usual i always come to this chaos in my head...
i dunno wat i wanna do with my life....n its high time to start lookin for sum ans...

i saw a clockwork orange...i read the bk ages ago...today i finally got to watch it..
i think this says it all...
"What does God want? Does God want goodness or the choice of goodness? Is a man who chooses the bad perhaps in some way better than a man who has the good imposed upon him?"

its a cool movie...cant decide if i like the movie or the bk better...
now i'm a diff person than the 1 i was wen i read the bk...maybe i shd read it again...

god.. no wonder i cant complete my assignments on time!!!