today n more thots abt it..

neway
today was really tiring..
i dunno wat it is abt mondays...
i never used to have the so called "monday morning blues" but today i did...
i dint wanna get up so early...but i did
i dint wanna go work out...but i did
i sooo dint wanna go to coll but i had an assignment to submit so i actually went..
the best part was the prof who gave us the assignment gave us an extension on the deadline...and v dont get extra credit for submitting early...
i came hm for lunch n really dint wanna go back...but i did
cos my attendance is kinda low...hardly went to coll last month...
neway classes in the afty were so borin...she was talkin abt duo-binary PAM systems...dint understand a thing..i was half asleep cos i slept real late last night...

neway sumtimes i feel like such a failure in life..
i mean i think i have lotsa potential to do so much but i'm hardlu using it productively u no...so its totally futile..
these days wenever that feelin starts growin in my head...i usually end up diverting my attention to sumthin happier..
i dunno wat it is abt this urge to be happy all the time..
i mean happiness is ultimately jus a perception of the mind na... i mean life itself is jus that i think...
damn i used to hate philosophical bullshit...
but i'm the 1 doin the bullshittin now...

i jus feel like writin crap cos i'm bored n this whole bloggin enthu is gettin to me..
i no it'll fade soon(i hope it wont but i think it will!)
cos i think i have a really short attention span...

neway i really think i shd get back to doin my assignment...

more later...for sure...